bro, i can understd how u feel... sometimes i think it's rely a
crazed, farked-world. I'v a fren who's also inexplicably in love
with an unemployed, uneducated, glue-sniffing stupid ah-beng. That
useless jerk is practically living off her, & still treat her
shabbily...
Despite all that u've done, and i know u were hoping that all ur
effort would hopefully bring about a happy ending, sometimes thing
jus dun go ur way.
my heartfelt advice is to forget abt this gal.... she's jus AIN'T
worth it! given her character, i've seen so many gals like this, i
somehow foresee more probs coming ur way even if u can resolve this
issue this time.
There are jus these weird people who has this "what u can't get is
somehow better" underlying mentality... she would always pin, long
for that farking jerk who hasn't given her nothing but agony. She
believe this is true love, although medically, we would call it
"psycho-delusionary"..
pardon my harsh words... i've seen so much nonsense, so hoping u
would save urself from unnecessary agony. but then again, i know
it's hard for u to forget this gal no matter what ur frens or ppl
here advice.. it would take time & ultimately ur own
resolve...
good luck